For Britney!

Dear Britney,
 
 To my little sister, sweet, charming, young, BOLD.
This life we live is not set in stone but in sand. Forever changing as the tide comes in. If you want soemthing to stay the same forever put it in stone. For only the tears of the clouds can wash it away but only after years and years of rain. What happens in your life will reflect on what kind of person you will become, but don't let the evils of life scare you. Always wear a smile on your face even in your darkest of times. Never let your saddness show. I have learned in my 21 years that the strongest person can also be the more hurt or the most weak. But you have to show your self that you can be stronger. That you can overcome any trial that comes your way. If you are faced with a challange face it chin held high and chest out strong and take it one step at a time and you will accomplish any task. It could be walking on hot coals or facing the strongest strom but dont let the though of burnt feet or sleeting snow slow you down. I know the past few years have been hard. And I am sorry for not being there for you when you need it most. But I am there with you in heart and spirit and I am ALWAYS a phone call or skype away. And if anything I will come get you. It's only three hours away. And if you need a higher help always look to God. He will be your helping hand if you want it. Just know that you never have to do anything alone. You will always have someone there to help you through anything. Your a strong person and when you put your mind to it you can do anyhting and be anything. Yes you may have smelly feet and wear mixed matched socks and talk like a hillbilly but that is just what makes you, you. and I am so very proud of you and what you have done with your life. You have out done me thats for sure. And I look up to that and I admire you.


With Love,

Your Big Sis, Amber


 Someday, we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried and who caused us pain.
We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting
things unfold in their own way and own time.
After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter in our life which shows how well we ran the race.
So smile, laugh, forgive, believe, and love all over again.

Kaylynn :)

Kay;s new word's:

1. snow (sounds like stow) lol
2. lunch (sounds like munch) haha
3. monkey (sounds like moey)
4. brush teeth (sounds like bush teef)
5. she can count to 5 ( not on command) lol
6. socks
7. hat
8. she knows eyes,nose,ears,mouth,teeth,hair and points to them
9. car
10. truck
11. lion is "raor"
12. "oh toodles" (mickey mouse clubhouse)
13. and when she is looking for something she will say, " juice, where are you?" its so cute lol

Today's World

In today's world we see kids being taken and going missing everyday. The past week i have been out of the house more than usuall. I went to the hospital for a Dr. appt and while standing outside waiting for John i seen two seperate mothers walking in. and behind them at least 5 feet where thei kid/s. all were under the age 5. with no one walking with them holding their hand nothing. I thought,  wow, really? It could have been so easy for someone to just walk up and pick up your kid and walk off and you woud have never seen it happen. WHY?!? Today i went to get our mail and seen a little girl on a bike she was around the age 7. all alone no one with her. really people?!? People like this make me sick and you wonder why little kids of missing. you let it happen by not watching your kids. you are the reason they are missing. it is your fault. please for the love of God wake up and take some resposiblities for your child! its not hard to keep an eye on them. dont let them go outside alone. dont let them walk with your hand. it is not hard to do. they may not like it most of the time but it keeps them safe!

365 reasons why I love my husband

 Here are my 365 reason's why I love my husband.

1. He is smart
2. He is confident
3. He is cocky (in a good way)
4. He is SEXY
5. He is strong
6. He is brave
7. He is bold
8. His eye's (hazel blue) :)
9. His hands
10. His arms
11. His chest
12. The way he wiggles his ears
13. His aftershave
14. His style
15. His lips
16. His smile
17. His priorities
18. His family
19. His values
20. He is a realist
21. His jokes
22. His voice
23. The way he looks at me
24. The way he says, "I love you."
25. When he winks at me
26. When we hold hand's
27. He calls me babe
28. His respect
29. His career values
30. The way he sleeps
31. He can't cook :)
32. He has his sweet moment's
33. Our daughter
34. His traditions
35. He is a good sport
36. He helps me with eyelash problems :)
37. He likes grilled cheese like no body's business
38. He tolerates my kind of music (sometimes)
39. He has the best sense of style for a man (suits) :)
40. He always mixes up my birthday (it's the 14, but He always says its the 16th) :)
41. He is crazy ticklish
42. He tells me the truth when something looks bad
43. His opinion
44. He spoons me (sometimes)
45. He is NOT a cat person
46. He will watch chick flicks with me
47. He will start singing a song out of no where
48. He don't mind me wearing is boxers to bed
49. His ties
50. His driving
51. The way he hates my driving
52. He likes South Park
53. His okay with me hating South Park
54. He likes The First 48
55. He drove an hour everyday to see me when we where dating
56. He talked on the phone with me for 7 hours before we even met
57. His old Honda Accord ( with a tooth pick to change the radio station)
58. The way he tries to dance
59. The way he knows the end to almost every movies 5 min into it
60. When we both say something at the same time
61. He loves my cooking
62. He works very hard for what he wants
63. He let's no one get in his way
64. He stands up for what is right
65. He hates female actresses (all but Jennifer Love Hewitt)
66. He thinks I am in love with Gwen Stafani
67. He don't mind when I yell at the t.v when you play C.O.D
68. He kills spider's and other bug's for me ( and my friends)
69. The way he says his not sleepy, then 5 min later he is passed out
70. The way he pulls his socks off and leaves them on the ends of his toe's
71. He always wears an A shirt
72. He secretly loves sweets
73. He hates walmart
74. He doesn't mind my decorating
75. He is okay with my shoe and pantie collection
76. He is not obsessed with video games
77. He loves classic rock
78. Lynard Skinnard is his favorite
79. He bought a PS3 just to play one game
80. He can beat a game in almost 24 hours
81. He loves football (UGA)
82. He agreed to buy a Jeep
83. He loves sweet tea
84. The way he puts a pillow between his knees at night
85. He likes to cuddle with small things (pillows, small dog's, our kid)
86. His New Balance the look like death
87. His rainbow is black, red, tan, and brown
88. He has a snuggy
89. He doesn't mind to wear flip flops
90. He doesn't mind when I forget to shave my legs
91. He hates bobby pins in my hair
92. He leaves his contact case out
93. He throws his dirty cloths beside the washer even when its empty and open
94. He doesn't snore
95. He is semi okay with PDA
96. He likes to rent movies
97. He let's me sleep in
98. He loves cereal ( fruity pebbles)
99. He finishes a movie even if it was 100% lame or horrible in the beginning
100. He proposed on my 16th birthday
101. He loves my grandparents
102. He is my best friend
103. He makes goofy faces at me
104. He doesn't mind my bad math
105. He makes me laugh when I feel like crap
106. He hates sand
107. He doesn't care I have stretchmarks
108. He grows out his beard for me when he has day's off from work
109. He gets mad when a games doesn't go his way
110. He is good at saving money
111. He is a life planner
112. He is not a people person
113. He doesn't like coffee
114. When he cant find something and he has to ask me
115. He accomplishes everything he puts his mind to
116. He makes fun of my accent
117. He wears suit
118. His button up shirts
119. His black socks he wears Mon.-Fri. (white on weekends)
120. He hates the smell of cinnamon
121. He loves cranberry apple juice
122. He love sweet tea
123. The way he plays with Kay
124. The way he walks
125. He keeps the bathroom door open when he uses it
126. He puts the lid down on the toilet
127. He hates the toilet paper roll on the holder
128. He hates it when I walk in front of the t.v hen the game is on
129. The way his arms stay cold at night
130. He is a cover and bed hog
131. He likes to brush his teeth a lot
132. He cares about his looks
133. He makes me feel beautiful
135. He converted me to loving UGA
136. He makes fun of the way I park the car
137. He is blunt
138. He is honest
139. When he says, "I'm not a nice guy," :) after I say "that's not nice."
140. When he gets excited about the game
141. He is encouraging
142. He doesn't mind me being cornie
143. He plays back when I try and "beat him up"
144. He let's me pick out his clothes for the work day
145. He doesn't judge me
146. I can eat in front of him and not feel funny about it
147. We can sing in the car and act like goofs and laugh about it later
148. That he can change a dirty diaper and not gag
149. He is sweet
150. He has a huge heart
151. When he plays with my hair
152. When he says he is getting old when he is only 24
153. When he check his self out in the mirror
154. When he quotes our daughter
155. When he picks on my little sister
156. His dry humor
157. The way his wedding band looks on his finger
158. The way he carries his self
159. When he wakes up early and says, "Let's go get breakfast."
160. When he just wants to take a drive
161.  When he text's me out of the blue just to say, "I love you."
162.  The way he sleeps
163.  His Fedora
164.  When he took me to the Pink House in Savannah Ga on my Birthday
165.  When he wants to take a shower/bath together
166.  The way he cracks his neck after a long day at work
167. When he comes home from work and kisses me
168. When he tells me dinner was amazing
169. When we both can agree on something
170. The way he treats me when I am sick (like a queen)
171. When he spoils me
172. When he wants to go shopping
173. When he doesn't complain when I want taco bell
174. When he tells his friends about how wonderful his life is with me and Kaylynn
175. When he bought me roses and chocolate and a huge stuffed dog for our first Valentines day (that i still have)
176. When he wrote me a letter everyday when he was in basic
177. When he takes photos with me
178. The way he kisses my forehead
179. The way he lays behind me and kisses my shoulder before bed
180. When he cries
181. The way he lets me know everything will be okay
182. When we go out to eat and talk about everything
183. The day we got married ( Dec. 23 2008)
184. The way we had our daughter ( Jan. 12 2010)
185. The way he held Kaylynn for the first time
186. The way he looked at me the first time we met, We already knew at that moment it was meant to be
187. When we "did it" in the movie theater ;)
188. When he lets me feel his heart beat with my head on his chest
189. When he laughs at my jokes
190. Our sometimes love/hate relationship
191. The way he showers
192. When he surprises me with taco bell
193. When we think alike
194. When he takes control
195. When he likes something I am wearing
196. When he treats me like a queen
197. When we try new restaurants
198. When he rubs my back
199. When he remembers to clean up after his self
200. When he let's me pick the movie
201. The way he speaks his mind
202. When he tells me to follow my dreams
203. When we sing songs together
204. When he needs help remembering the names of Kay's cartoon characters
205. When he lets me have the last slice of pizza
206. The way he kisses my forehead
207. The way he doodles when he is on the phone
208. When he tickles me
209. When he calls me just beacause he misses me

New Hobbie :)

I have picked up a new hobbie!!


CROCHETING!!! dun dun dun
yes I think I have beomce an old lady. I told my husband he should start to worry when I start making hime socks haha. But for now it is just baby blankets and mary janes. And maybe some leg warmers soon for Kaylynn :)

< Here is a finished preview of my first pair of mary janes. :) I think I did a good job. Need to invest in some shoe sole inserts though.

A Sad Day

Today is a sad day. Around 8am i was laying in bed with John and heard a really loud crash. After someone hit our car i thought someone had it another one. i go to look out the door and there it was. A car traped under a tree. I run and call 911 and John runs out the door to try and help but it was to late. The largest part of the tree did damage. It was awefull. I have never seen anything like that before. John came back to the house and I could tell he was a little shakin up. He has seen death before. It has happen a few times with him car crashes heart attacks and he is right there with it all. He is so strong. Me on the other hand not so much. I ask for everyone who gollows my blog to pray for this mans family. It was an act of God, it was his time to go home. It's sad but he is in a better place. Its scary how one minute you can be driving down the road like you do everyday and God says its your time to come home. It may not be the easy way or fast but when its your time its your time.

The Best Choice in My Life

6 year's ago tonight i got a phone call from a guy i had met at a football game. He was to drunk to talk so he gave the phone to his friend John. I had never met John in my life but for some reason we clicked. We talked for almost 8 hours that night. We talked like we had knew eachother for years. There was something about him that made me want more. Made me want to meet him and get to know him more. 12 day's from today I would get my wish. I would get to meet this John. This perfect stranger. the minute I seen him, it was love at first stight for the both of us. It was like nothing in this world. It was ment to be. It was as if God had planned it all. That was the day. Nov 12th 2005 I made the choice to date John and from that day on my life was changed for the good. On June 14 2006 John asked me to marry him. I said yes! :) We were engaged until Dec. 23 2008 and we got married and I became an Army wife. Jan 12 2010 is the day e had our beautiful baby girl Kaylynn. It's crazy how life plays out. I met my perfect stranger and now he is my best friend, my husband, my life. My EVERYTHING! <3